Self-portrait with snowdrops

The angels demand I gather snowdrops.

They say: Snowdrops have to be picked at sunrise.

All the way, you must carry a piano on your back.

However, they forget to give me either a basket or sheet music.

 

At least, I have a pair of gloves;

grandma’s lace ones–

they make my hands invisible.

(I don’t want the snowdrops to know

the hands that take their lives.)

 

To banish these cold feet

I wear boots crocheted from sweet nothings.

Words of affection, which I thought forgotten,

that still make me blush.

 

In this game

of little deaths

all the piano notes

bear the color

of old-growth forests.


Also by Réka Nyitrai

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