Ars Poetica, Twenty Years Too Late

Consider what it was you wanted, wounds

that neither hurt nor scar, sex that’s neither

 

a beginning nor an end. You want earth

in your mouth, a collective breath, a syntax

 

both malleable and free. You want what

you cannot have. Out the window, a thud

 

of sun as the breeze shakes the seedpods,

but the seedpods won’t let go their hold.

 

Instead, they clatter mouthful, wanton.

Cardinals perch in the persimmon, deep

 

red through the foliage. Have I told you

lately? That words are what make us,

 

that I can’t keep a noun in my mouth

when a verb will do? Foot, truth, leisure.

 

Pray, fall, gait. The difference is determined

beneath what breaks in us when we part.


Also by Gary McDowell

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