I Want To Write About my Oldest Sister Who Died in Her Sleep

But I can’t     I don’t know why     The barred owls talk to each other

Early afternoon as I try to explain about my sister     They know

Somehow I failed her     The hunting is good but the past

Has its own quirky search engine     Has its own revolution

That tells the deer not to fear the coyotes     They say

Hypertension is the silent killer     An enlarged heart

Suffocated her in her sleep     Then strode out into the street

To make another visit down the public road     It’s too early

For the hummingbirds to helicopter in     This is not a celebration

This is a longing for the sister     Who was a pixie with pointed ears

Who made the fox eat from her hand     Somehow I quit her when

She stole money from our mother     Mother who came back

As a bobcat on the prowl in the suburbs     I failed them all brother sisters

Father mother     The search engine tells me somehow I could have done better


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