At the Ex-Boyfriend Cafe They Do Repentance Ragers

Line up and funnel air until they can’t speak, lie

blissfully quiet on the floor, fetal again,

tumultuous, wrapped in communal, platonic

love. It’s so freeing, one of them shouts into a stackable

set of measuring cups, to know my worth is unworthy

of measuring. In the booths lining the exterior they form

a protective barrier, write down the worst things

they think they’ve ever said on napkins embossed

with tiny dots in the shape of a flower. The flowers flatten

under the weight of things like I don’t know

if I love you or if you’re just like my mom, and If there was

a zombie apocalypse I would probably come back

for you, and I’m sorry I sneezed on you;

I forgot you were there. In the morning,

when all the ex-boyfriends are asleep on many

sleeping bags zipped together into one heroically

large and shiny floor that sings when you slide

your hand over it, one of the lovers who

succeeded them collects

the flattened flowers, sticks a pin

through & maps them

onto the wall in the breakroom, the ceiling,

in each locker of an ex-boyfriend, twirling

a beautiful opera of red thread through.


Also by Holly Amos