When I Tell My Friends I’m Researching the Railroads

I can’t tell them about the shackles

without them telling me about Shaquille O’Neal.

 

I can’t tell them about black death

without them telling me about their great-uncle from Ireland.

 

I can’t tell them about Angel Island

without them telling me to let them play Devil’s Advocate.

 

I can’t tell them about trains inventing time zones

without them telling me that the Pomodoro method would help my writing.

 

I can’t tell them about prison labor

without them telling me to judge if John Henry ever really lived.

 

I can’t tell them about the lungs filled with crystals

without them telling me about Gold Mountain and golden spikes.

 

I can’t tell them elegies are the only song a steam trumpet can play

without them telling me how pain creates the best music.

 

I can’t tell them this future was contracted and leased a long time ago

without them telling me I have to stop living in the past.

 

I can’t tell them about all the shadows who built this world

without them telling me my work doesn’t have to be so dark.


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