Anhedonia

once, i understood                              how i deserved

honey                              this heavy & dull

 

on my tongue                                    taste of sugar corrupted

on the lips                                                                 i refused

of my beloved                   the offered hand

 

the way one mouth                                        turned to knives

might raise the blood                 to scathing

 

of the other – skin flush                       sung battle hymn – an echo

from finger skim & silk                          tapping & tangled

pulse a kettledrum                                                            now slowed

 

mallet struck quiverthrum                    a body lost in fault & flaw

 

gone numb


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